When It Rains, It Pours.

And no, I'm not specifically speaking to the weather, though that hasn't been great either. When things go wrong, it seems like everything starts to go wrong. Nothing going on in my life is insurmountable, but things pretty much suck. Lets take a look at the goings on in my life:

Positive (+):
-ran into my ex boyfriend- Normally, this would seem to be in the wrong category. This time, however, it brightened my day. Things ended very poorly, and it always bothered me that w never reconciled; I hate leaving things on bad terms. Now, however, its all in the past and we're hanging out again. I had forgotten how much fun we can have together.

Neutral (0):
-Moving to Pittsburgh in 13 days- For anyone who even kind of knows me, this would definitely seem to be in the wrong category. I am very excited to move. The move, however, also carries a lot of stress and worries. I'm really going to miss people here. As per usual, just when I'm about to lave somewhere, I start hanging out with more people. Friendships are rekindling or are as strong as ever. Its really hard knowing that I'm leaving here for good. I'm leaving a lot of people that really mean a lot to me. I know that Pittsburgh will mak me happy, and that I have great friends there, and there are so many experiences in front of me, but it is always hard to say goodbye.

Negative (-):
-Not having a teaching job- This is not completely definite, but it looks like I will not have a teaching job next year. Due to some things going on with the Pittsburgh City School District, my job options have been diminished. I still don't have my NY or PA certification, or even my FBI clearance, so jobs are not terribly likely.
-Not getting the counselor job at the Western PA School for the Deaf- I was kind of banking and looking forward to getting this job as a counselor, and that was just dashed today
-Surgery tomorrow- I'm going in for an outpatient surgery tomorrow, related to my last post I will be undergoing LEEP which should just be thrilling.
-Other assorted body problems- including bother wrists hurting, one from trying to break into my own house and one from walking into the display at game stop. The humidity is getting to my joints, and it is all compounded by me being miserable.

I realize that there are more benefits than have been listed, but when you're down its hard to see the flip side. It would be awesome if I could have a good day.

Sorry to be a Debby Downer, but sometimes I just need to let it all out.