Expectations

I am exclusively dating someone. He is wonderful. But when he said he wanted to be exclusively dating and not boyfriend and girlfriend, I freaked out. I got very upset. We argued and discussed, and all is well. That night I did some thinking. During this thinking I realized this I don't even want a serious relationship. I want exactly what I have-someone who makes me happy, with whom I can spend my time, who cares about me, and is with just me. So why was I so upset? It amazes me how much pressure is instantly put on a relationship before it even starts. I was upset because that's what society tells me I should want. I should want to jump right into a serious relationship, get married, make babies. But I don't want that! I jeopardized something that makes me happy for what other people think I want! Ludicrous. I don't want a serious relationship. I am going through so many changes, quite a bit of stress, why do I want to add more? No. I will not fall into expectations. I am happy with what I have, and I don't want anymore.


You make me use bad grammar.